十三个原因第四季

纯记录一下自己的感想 不喜勿喷【严重剧透】

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我是半个月看完这部剧的，说实话我第三季末就被剧透Justin要去世的，我第四季一直在观察Justin，发现他真的是挺好的一个人啊，反观之前改变了许多。

说实话我最为Justin惋惜，为什么要写死Justin，他从第一季到第四季，真的是改变了很多，而且说实话他最初也没有多大的伤害Hannah，他的原生家庭很糟糕，而且这几季中，他失去了Hannah，失去了Jessie，失去了原生家庭，失去了他人的理解与信任，失去了他小学就结识的好友布莱斯，失去了他母亲，他失去的够多了，不应该再失去他自己的生命。

不过但在clay家，感受到了久违的家庭的温暖，本身已经改变了许多，他尽力帮助clay，帮助Jessie，弥补他的过错，也不想给clay一家人带来任何的麻烦和开销，学习成绩也提升许多。还有他收到录取通知书是多么开心啊，本来可以参加那个毕业典礼，与其他人一起埋下磁带，拿着录取通知书进入大学，开启新的人生的…他不该遭受死亡的…不过如果能在第九集舞会结束也挺好的了。

但没有那么多如果，他死去后，让克雷和克雷父母，Jessie，和关心他的所有人，又遭受了一次痛苦。说实话clay也一直备受打击和挫折，而这次Justin的离去，又是一次巨大的挫折，我说实话也特别心疼clay，但他起码有机会become better，但Justin没有了，真的太可惜了。

如果编剧真的是为了“青少年教育”而写成这样的话，我觉得编剧真的是令人无语…像是不死个谁就拍不下去了一样。而且Justin死后，clay想象与他对话的那个场面，我真的哭死了…就不能好好的活着的说吗，为什么非要把Justin写死呢，哎…FML forever.

R.I.P Justin.

看到第九集简直全程姨母笑。。。Alex和Charlie太可爱了啊阿啊阿以及发现校长是gay时候的二脸懵逼⬇️⬇️⬇️

笑死我惹哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Justin终于出现简直圆满

Clay邀请妈妈跳舞终于做个人了

编剧为啥要这样啊如果就在第九集结束不好吗啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！

看到第十集结尾简直泪目，Clay和Jess的毕业致辞，Justin的申请信，一起埋葬磁带，这个暗号简直绝

连心理医生都很高光！！真的很喜欢每一位主配！

Ep1 Winter Break

Heatwave / Lean [Jessica and the group prepare Justin’s Welcome Home party]

For a While / Fenne Lily [Jessica and Justin chat at the end of his party]

XYZ / Flasher [the Future Fair]

Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea / MISSIO [Alex and Zach walk along the rooftop]

Harm / IO Echo [during Clay’s journey home from therapy]

Fear The Future / St. Vincent [ ending credits ]

Ep2 College Tour

STRANGE DAYS / HEALTH [Clay and Justin walk to school]

Not My Story / Cable Ties [Clay and Zach skip the college tour to attend a fraternity party]

The Breath of Light (Chris Liebing Burn Slow Remix) / Lost Under Heaven [Winston and Alex talk on the college campus tour]

Noise of the Void / Drab Majesty [ Zach talks to Chloe on the stairs ]

Behave / Summer Cannibals [ ending credits ]

Ep3 Valentine's Day

Princess Diamond (Feat. Kelsey Bulkin) / Kero Uno, Kelsey Bulkin [ the HO meeting ]

Batgirl / Kahikko, Kantola [ Ani and Clay walk into the Valentine’s Day dance ]

Can’t Stop Your Lovin / Poolside, Panama [ Tony and Tyler DJ the dance ]

I’ll Come Too / James Blake [ Clay and Ani talk and slow dance ]

All Da Way / Allday [ Clay receives a phone call from Monty’s phone at the dance ]

Maybe in the Summer / SASSY 009 [ Justin attempts to stop Zach from returning to the dance ]

Losing It / FISHER [ Tyler leaves the dance after answering a mysterious phone call ]

Maze / Juice WRLD [ Clay walks back into the dance, covered in fake blood ]

Riding / ESKMO [ ending credits ]

Ep4 Senior Camping Trip

I See the White / Jess Williamson [ Jessica returns home to chat to Ani ]

Ep5 House Party

Better That Way / Tusks [ at Monet’s, as Jessica talks to Justin ]

The Way it Goes / Sneaks during the party ]

Tiny Dancer / Elton John [Clay and Zach sing this at the party]

Shake That (Wiggle Wiggle) / Like Son [ Clay talks to Valerie ]

I Was A Widow / SASMI, Dustin Payseur Clay and Valerie have sex ]

Under The Moon / 070 Shake [ Tony fights in the ring ]

Why me / LoneMoon [ Jessica and Justin talk in the kitchen ]

Shimmy (feat. Blackillac) / MISSIO, Blackillac [ Clay is confronted by Valerie’s boyfriend ]

My Body / Young the Giant [ Zach and Clay are speeding ]

Ep6 Thursday

Today I’ll Have You Around / Florist [ Starts playing when the active shooter drill comes to an end ]

Melt The Guns / XTC [ ending credits ]

Ep7 College Interview

No Songs

Ep 8 Acceptance/Rejection

2020 /Maserati [ at the beginning of the episode, during Clay’s 2060 dream ]

Black and White / Parquet Courts [ Zach and Alex destroy the office ]

The Modern World / The Jam [ during the school walk-out protest ]

Sundown / Gordon Lightfoot [ ending credits ]

Ep9 Prom

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You / Frankie Valli [Ani sings this song to Jessica as she asks her to prom]

Love Me Like the World is Ending / Ben Lee [ Charlie asks Alex to prom ]

You’re Not Good Enough / Blood Orange [ Clay gets ready for prom ]

Lick in Heaven / Jessy Lanza [ Diego speaks to Jessica and Ani ]

Banana Ripple / Junior Boys [ Clay, Alex and Charlie arrive at prom ]

Over Here / Mk.gee [ Tony and Caleb sit next to Clay at prom ]

The Good Side / Troye Sivan [ Winston dances with an imaginary Monty ]

Would You? / Richard Swift [ Alex and Charlie’s first dance together as prom kings ]

Carry On / Tkay Maidza, Killer Mike [ Everyone starts dancing to this song ]

Best Part / Daniel Caesar, H.E.R. [ Jessica and Justin dance together ]

Give Yourself A Try / The 1975 [ Clay asks his mum to dance to this song ]

True Feeling / Galantis [ The final song to play at prom ]

Ep10 Graduation

The Shape of a Storm / Damien Jurado [ Tony returns home to find Caleb video-calling his dad ]

Salesman At The Day Of The Parade / Rogue Wave [ Clay walks through school ]

Half Gate / Grizzly Bear [ Justin’s friends sit in the waiting room at the hospital ]

Washing Of The Water / Peter Gabriel [ everyone visiting Justin ]

Believe / Amen Dunes [ Clay talks to Justin in hospital ]

Unbelievers / Vampire Weekend [ graduation ends ]

On the Floor / Perfume Genius [ graduation ]

Here Comes a Regular / The Replacements [ the group bury Hannah Baker’s tapes ]

Take Care / Beach House [ Clay looks out at the town after burying the tapes ]

Half Light II (No Celebration) / Arcade Fire [ Clay packs for college ]

Trouble / Lindsey Buckingham [ ending credits ]

明明是一群还在念高中心智还未健全的小屁孩，却总以为自己能够摆平一切，拒绝与大人沟通，拒绝寻求大人甚至权威的帮助。Jess自从愿意谈论自己惨痛经历后仿佛是把“我被强奸了”作为slogan时刻放在嘴边，一言不合就作为武器亮出来。Clay这一季都神神叨叨紧张兮兮，绷紧每根神经，不管内心有什么想法、遭遇了什么，只想着自己消化，还怪大人帮不上忙，明明一双父母每天提心吊胆担心的不行多次想要帮忙想要坐下来好好谈谈，每次只会对父母发脾气。我只能说Clay遭遇的一切都是他活该。这一季最讨厌的就是Clay和Jess。

第四季就冲着Alex去的了 😄😄男主过的太辛苦了 啥事都往自己身上放 不是自己做的事但他自己搞的也很心虚的感觉。。。。看的时候特不喜欢Monty 他对Tyler做的那些事情我无法原谅。说实话第四季他over了 I'm happy。但我为Justin小可爱伤心 他的结局可以好一点的😰

比第三季好很多。虽然但是，我还是很喜欢Winston，颜太对我了... Everyone is so fucking broken!! Especially Clay, being so overwhelmed, and what the fuck, his the one causing troubles and drawing attentions all the time, and being afraid at himself at the same freaking time?? And Justin too, broken from the beginning... Why the fuck Justin had to die?? He is finally getting better, having a better life, and it all just goes away, like that? Like he freakin didn't deserve it, what the fuck?? Is everyone in .... so freaking open? Or it's just drama? I mean, they get into a relationship so quickly, come and go so easily all the damn time, well, sorry I don't know any shit about relationships. But for Winston, like why Monty?? His not even being kind to him, is it because he saw something different inside Monty that no one ever does, not even himself? And what the fuck man, he just dropped everything off, because he loved the two guys, and he don't want to hurt Alex?? But, think of it again, yeah, what else can he do when he knew the truth? It would be so easy if the ONE is Jessica, but it's not... And wow, these high school kids are so fucking crazy, shouting and arguing at the principals, starting a riot with the officers, fooling the adults and the cops (which they actually don't) like really, wow man. Speaking of cops, wow again, that they actually figured it out and decided to covered it up too. Is it lucky that Winston didn't make a move to the cops? Cuz clearly the cops know, and they ACTUALLY closed the case. I really don't know what to say about this, whether their actions are right or wrong. I mean they are covering up for the kids, so Alex can stay 'innocent', have a normal live, or so they think. But how about Monty, let the dead bury the dead and have the titles on because he's dead? Well, how selfish people are, but, what to do? And this fucking drama really influence my language, I mean, will this app even censor the words??? Fuck I don't know, and I don't care. It's 9am and I didn't sleep at all this whole fucking night. Anyways, their speeches are really inspiring, for me. Feels like it takes a lot of experiences, damages, hurts, and to go through a lot shit, to actually understand, and say all those words out. Truly, admire. I just hope one day, I'm able to do a speech like them, I didn't mean that kind of 'dark' shit, but to talk like them, confidently and bravely in front of the audiences, I truly hope it, one day.